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well, i'm typing here in my blog at exaclty 11:13 am, here in one of the computer labs in school. i'm just waiting for my last exam for today (science and society), and it will still start at 2:15 later in the afternoon. gosh, i still have so much time left. i already studied for this test last saturday night, and i'm ready to take the oral exam. i want this to get over and done with, so i can momentarily rejoice at my accomplishment later.
that will just be momentarily, though. i still have so much to do.
firstly, i still have to figure out how to get the flash application going. we have a projectin our CS subject, and it's due on thursday! i'm panicking right now (even last week) because i wasn't able to understand anything, much less absorb a damn actionscript or term in that f*cking lesson. waaaahhhhh!!!! i'm doomed!
and i still have 2 exams to go. i have an exam on friday (psych exam) and i have another exam the following day on SA (sociology and anthropology).
and that's not all.
i still have to finish multitude plates and a handful of journal drawing in my painting class. adn those are due on saturday too...
will i even be alive at the end of the week?
i just wish i survive this.
amen.
yep, just what it says on the title heading...
this week's our finals week. gosh, tomorrow morning i have a 7:30 am test in asian history. bummer. why does it have to be done first thing in the morning? i can almost imagine my state tomorrow - droggy eyes and eyebags popping out under my eyes. damn. i don't want to look bad at the first day of the exams...but maybe i wouldn't be able to help it. i just wish i will be able to sleep early tonight.
i'm also preparing for my oral exams in science and society subject. i just wish i would be able to closely ace that damn test. i really want to get a high mark in that subject, and i wasn't even able to get close to my target mark during the past few exams i took. i'm tightly crossing my fingers behind my back; hopefully i will be successful this time.
i just wish the rest of my blockmates and fellow Ateneans the best. may we all pass the test.
she moved away already.
i was going to her house one evening to talk to her and hopefully iron things out between us. unfortunately, when i finally was in front of her house, i saw nothing. there were no lights shimmering from the inside, no people in sight, no sign of the white van that's usually parked at the garage, no sound of dogs barking from the inside....nothing.
that's when it dawned upon me that she's gone. gone...who knows if it's forever.
i don't know where she is right now. even her other friends and barkadas don't know where she is and when she and her family left. not one soul knows, and i find that rather disturbing. this thing, i thought, only occurs on movies and mushy, tragic soaps. i thought it wouldn't possibly happen in real life. but it did happen. worse, it happened to me.
i just wish i would find her again. i have to. i still have a promise to her. although we had a fight, i'll still keep my promise. i'll still get her out of there....hopefully i will someday.
